I am who I am.

I am a cutter
the pain devours me like a drug.
Breath out and lower your blade in side of my skin.
Feel my flesh, my warm blood and above all
my sweet pain.
I am a liar, and I lie because I can
my soft words 
you can never even tell
my life is a lie, I know because I made it up
I am young 
I am old
I am nothing I am told 
I am you 
I am me 
and all that's in between 
I am happy 
I am sad 
I am feeling so fucking scared
I am an alcoholic, and my sweet pain is my drug
let this be the first truth that I've ever told


//Raiden